Today I'm back with Rachel and working on the revision that has sat since DAY 4!, when I wrote that I had a crummy draft. I haven't seriously looked at Rachel since that day. But today -- somehow -- I can fill in the blah-blah-blahs and the description heres and I can look more critically at the structural problems I couldn't seem to face 20 days ago. Or two days ago.
I've got a story about a recalcitrant four-year-old, a stormy night, a walk to the beach, the wonders of nature and how it soothes and calms, and somewhere in there is Rachel and some science. I have two stories. Or do I? That's my challenge right now.
I'm also back to writing at my desk, instead of sitting in my green chaise or in the pink chair. There's something about a change of venue that I know you all know about. There's also something about routine and rote that's useful. But that's another post, for another day. Or not.
I've got the blinds closed against the brilliant summer heat. I've got lots of water to drink. I've got Rolos and Boulder Potato Chips, and a huscat who made a fantastic lunch just now: cabbage potato soup (in this heat! yes, it was fabulous!), broccoli and brussels sprouts, sweet potato -- I put everything into my soup.
So I'm back to it, fortified for an afternoon shift (after which I will water water water outside) and I'm not alone. The days that led to today have kept me company and have helped me begin a revision. I am halfway through my 48 days of writing. What have a got to show for it?
Don't let's measure success in words on paper and finished drafts. Success is the willingness to stick with it. I've got that in spades.
I'm also cleaning my office. One thing primes another thing. Suit up and show up. Do what you can do, that's what I say. Do what you can do and let that be enough.
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| lots of document windows open right now, moving between them in an experiment, a little wisp here, a sentence there, fooling myself that I'm really writing. Or maybe I am. I think I am. |
Congratulations on your halfway mark. I love that you are so delighted by your work. It's inspiring to read your reports and that you let the work determine its own path. Showing up is half the battle. I also love that image of looking up hours later blinking.
ReplyDeleteHa! I *am* so delighted by my work, aren't I? I hadn't thought of it that way. If I were to do word counts or page counts for the past 24 days, I could easily be disappointed. It's the work itself that delights me, not how much of it there is. I can fall into that counting trap, though, so blogging about it is one way to keep me in delight and out of despair. I can let the work determine its own path right now, but soon I will be on deadline for book three in earnest, and then I will be a wrangler of the work, more or less. There are stages of determination. :> Thanks for writing. Keep going with your own good work. May you be delighted. :> xo
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